The End of my 20's

Today is the last day of my 20's. Tomorrow I will be 30 years old. In my 20's I have been through a lot. I graduated from college in 2004 In moved to Oregon and lived completely independently from my mother. In 2005 I moved to Minneapolis. Left the church in 2006 In 2007 my father died. In 2008, I got pneumonia and mono and lost my job. I also started at target again. In 2009 my mother died. In 2010 I was a shell of my self. In 2011 I accepted a position at Target HQ In 2011 I also started dating my boyfriend Jamie In 2012, we are still together and I am very happy. This is not very descriptive, however I am a strong woman, who is self aware and independent.

He's The One

He makes me painfully happy. I hope you find yours.

Once Again, It's Been A While

Here is the key to loving life. 1. Be self aware. 2. Pick your battles. The End

Its been a while

I have not posted any thing on this blog in ages. I have to say that my life has changed greatly in the past few years. I am in love with a wonderful man, I have a great career and I generally love my life. However, I still doubt the permanence of most things in my life, because it is not the standard. So I will just have to hope that, I will not lose what I love once again. So lets cheer to permanence, and stability and love...

Things that are, Things that always will be

There are certain truths that I have accepted. My emotional climate will be rocky, always. My heart will always feel heavy, and I will always love with every fiber of my being my friends. The things that are, are my friends are my closest family. My parents are dead, so every time I meet a persons parents I cling to them with an unnatural fascination. I want to see them parent, I want to be their child, I want to see the unconditional love they have for their children. I want what I have lost.

I think I will always feel a little out of place, a little disjointed and unconnected. Its a feeling I do not know how to overcome just yet.

Dandelions in the Graveyard

The other day as my bus passed the graveyard, like it does every morning. The sun was rising and it was breath taking. I saw on the graves of the many souls that lie there, dandelions. When the yellow was enhanced by the sunlight which was a brilliant color of orange and yellows I saw beauty that brought me to tears. It is completely ridiculous that this would make me cry but it took my breath away.

Palin Must Be Repudiated

because it's too easy to brush these things under the ca... on Twitpic